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Watching people die on tv never fail to make me sad, especially when the person is old and the death was sudden.
today, in the 7pm korean drama (which I absolutely love), the old lady passed away in her sleep. I cried because it was just so sad + it made me miss gong gong so much. The night he just died before cny, we had dinner at his house and he went to sleep early. I remember going to school for cny celebrations in p5 when I woke up only to find out that my mum wasn't at home and my dad was just stoned then him telling me that gong gong died last night ): I miss gong gong, he was not a man of many words but he loved me so much.
He'd take me to new otani just for mango pudding, walk me to the sg river macs everyday when I was 3 to buy me large fries, sneak us chocolates, give us fruitips from his impossible to open cupboard under his office table during the holidays + trips to watson at oub centre just to replenish his stock. He didn't hug/kiss me a lot but it was only because he was a traditional conservative man, but he really did love me.
I remember his wake, I refused to go home even tho it was so close, I just sat there all night staring and hoping that it was all a dream and that he'll wake up and give me more fruitips and make mama happy again. It was the greatest sob fest of my life, especially when I saw my grandmother collapse in tears.
I miss my gong gong ):
+ the other gong gong too, but maybe I was too young to be all that sad + he had cancer anyway, it wasn't like 'I had dinner with my grandfather and 4 hours later he was dead'
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the holidays have officially begun but its really not exciting at all ):
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I'm so hungry for awesome breakfast foods ):
+ Glenys just showed them the I WANT CANDY clip from Marie Antoinette, I cannot take this anymore, I need nice awesome sweet sprinkly pink yummy desserts.
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I haven't talked to my army boy in a week? ):
minus that 4minute phonecall on wednesday poof.
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| this week has been so damn tiring ):
op / trainings / react
saturday: asian schools
this post is so unnecessary, but whatever I'm so tired + i miss my boyfriend.
+ I cannot believe cat power sold out faster than yyys!!!!!!! & the killers are coming :D
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school's out.
it didn't feel like all that big a deal since I wasn't exactly in school the past week anyway.
I cannot wait for OP to end on tuesday and it'd finally be the holidays!!!
minus the fact that there's still training on alternate days + re:act camp next week.
I can't wait for dinner dates with the lovelies + buffet feast with the hpkidz + dimsum brunches with bored people + mojitos with eve the hoon (:
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| I don't dare to bring my results slip back home.
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on a sidenote,
2010
CATPOWER
MUSE
BACKSTREET BOYS
maybe METRIC?
++ I will study very hard to prove everyone wrong, I'm not stupid, promos were merely a flop
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Grah.
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