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Saturday, November 07, 2009

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 01:47:46 GMT

school's out.
it didn't feel like all that big a deal since I wasn't exactly in school the past week anyway.
I cannot wait for OP to end on tuesday and it'd finally be the holidays!!!
minus the fact that there's still training on alternate days + re:act camp next week.

I can't wait for dinner dates with the lovelies + buffet feast with the hpkidz + dimsum brunches with bored people + mojitos with eve the hoon (:

crazy inspirations

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 13:14:37 GMT

I don't dare to bring my results slip back home.

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on a sidenote,
2010
CATPOWER
MUSE
BACKSTREET BOYS
maybe METRIC?

++ I will study very hard to prove everyone wrong, I'm not stupid, promos were merely a flop
):

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Grah.

Monday, November 02, 2009

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 08:30:35 GMT

I caught the flu bug ):

Plug in Plug Out

Sat, 31 Oct 2009 02:43:41 GMT

now that i've got my blackberry, it'd be nice if someone got me a custom fixed gear with sexy rims from urban outfitters (:

to do list
- OP scripts, combine all slides
- new 8trax mix
- plan my november (:

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 13:45:11 GMT

No guys I'm not okay.
I feel like a plankton, at the bottom of the food chain. nom nom nom, with all the big fishes and what nots eating me to fill up their egos, to feel good, while I end up in a little corner of their stomachs feeling sad and empty.
I still haven't gotten over being sad and I'm not sure how long it'd take but I'm so tired already. frskcake.

everyone else around me are so smart, no one recommended me for even 1 h3 while some have to decide between 2 and I'm nowhere near getting perfect scores for everything in sat2.
i feel fucking inferior.
I hate this, especially after actually doing well for O levels, frssssssssssssk!!!!!!!

+ the boyfriend's been stuck in some jungle, not getting dirty but rotting in green trucks, wth the singapore army really is retarded. I miss him ):
where are boys when you need them? ):
++ simlim ain't got no hot pink blackberry sleeves ):<
+++ life sucks take drugs
++++ I need to stop binge eating ARGH
+++++ I feel so alone, like I gort no frenz ):

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 03:14:26 GMT

Really?
Everytime I start thinking about my promos results, I get frskcakingly flustered and cry and get so messed up. I really did study and tried my best but wtf. I don't know who to rant to because everyone else is doing relatively well or I just feel judged especially with all the rankings and shit. I feel alone in this.

roar I just hope econs will go well, but I highly doubt it after everything else ):

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minus the results, the week has been pretty nice.
monday was cycling with the boys + dinner and shopping with the boyfriend
tuesday: training + class dinner at 15minutes which was really fun
wednesday: training
thursday: get fat day with the mothership
friday: training + dinner + my sister's keeper which made me cry

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My blog's so frkn monotonous but I really just want to document everything that goes on before I forget anything.

OH YUMMMMY

Thu, 22 Oct 2009 13:56:34 GMT

training x 3
Results, thank God for everything, they aren't fantastic or anything but I'm not going to brood over it.
++ meeting up with my lovelies over lunch + long poisoning talks with kenneth + making plans for the future + family time

Oh and my blackberry fund, please donate generously to it (:
Or if you know any primary/secondary school kid who needs tuition, I'm a very patient and sweet girl ^^

I'm so psyched for the weekends even though it'd be swallowed by mission trip prep session + touch

RECIPE FOR NUTELLA WONTONS!!!!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Sun, 18 Oct 2009 13:44:33 GMT

I'm so tired of everything, I'm trying so hard but nothing seems to work at all.
Ugh there'll always be something I do wrong, always be someone who cannot make it, always be too little time and when will things ever be perfect?

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the weekend has been good to me, I think.
cycling again tomorrow.

okay the ugh bitch just spoiled my day, I wanna google, how to love bitches ):<

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 13:08:52 GMT

her abs, my inspiration

Rewind

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 15:19:00 GMT

Friday
Promos ended and I had lunch with the girls at cedele, sat down at a corner of the childrens' picture books section at borders and read a chick flick, got ice cream and shopped around orchard road.
Oh it was the day I had a majorly long phone call with kenneth!! Yesyes

Saturday
I watched 500 days with the boyfriend, killed myself in heels by walking from town to city hall and from cathay to ion etc etc.

Sunday
lunch, the hills marathon + half a yellow watermelon + lots of koko krunch at the boyfriend's.

Monday
Cycling with kenneth, from east coast to changi and back ++ nasi lemak / carl's jr before going back to Kenneth's and watching the Proposal + 17 Again while waiting for Eve before we watched 4 episodes of Gossip Girl.
I LOVE CHUCK/BLAIR, they're so cute together and ew for tyra banks, ew.

Tuesday
Muay Thai + met up with Eve and Kenneth for yoghurt, waffles and ear phone shopping.
( Who wants to sponsor my earphones? birthday present plzzz, its pink!!! )
Then it was family dinner at an old seafood place at upper east coast, the black pepper crab + ketchup crabs were absolutely divine!!!! yumz

Wednesday
Muay Thai, we got to beat the boys up it was very -ish ish- fun I love it.
Then caught the September Issue with bevin, the show is so awesome, Grace Coddington is so cute I love her and Anna Wintour, respect and nothing else for her!!!!
Retail therapy at borders before the movie, and daiso after. I got myself so many cute lunch boxes and random storage things for my make up, pens, books, etc.

fact of the day: I've got 17 lipglosses

Thursday
PW PW PW sex ed PW PW PW training
oh gosh post promos timetable sucks.

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I realised I only received presents from the seniors for my birthday, and no one else ):
unless the cakes count, sigh.

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I'm up trying to plan the post promos class dinner, zzz.
CANNOT WAIT FOR THE LONG WEEKEND!!! ( I know my weekends consist mostly only of the boy but don't judge me okay, cos weekend Amadea = happiest!!!!! )